Well that didn't last long did it! To say i'm pleased to be back writing the blog would be lying. It's not that I don't enjoy dishing the dirt on my disastrous love life but this one I actually thought might be something a bit more than the rest have been. Well I suppose to an extent he was, I saw him more than once!!
The first bloke since my ex I can actually see myself having a relationship with and that I get on with ends it on a spur of the moment as work and pleasure have become mixed and 'everything is just getting a bit too familiar'!!
Seriously what is it with me and men!! I give up completely now, I cannot for one more minute take the hurt, the upset, the heartache and the confusion that they cause me! My ex has made my life a complete misery this year, with each revelation he delivers to me more devastating than the last! The idiots I have attempted to meet on dates either don't turn up or come complete with 'crew'! The friends that pretend to want more turn out to be nothing more than a one night stand and not friends at all!
I'm 27! Im too old for games, you either like me or you don't, you either want a relationship or you don't! It's not hard to know, all this rubbish about 'let's see what happens' doesn't bloody wash with me! If your willing to date someone then surely to god you must see it leading to more? I'm not looking to date loads of frogs, I want to meet my prince!
Message to men that read this - FOR GOD SAKE JUST BE HONEST!! I don't get why men can't just tell women what the hell is going on in their minds when they first think it. Why do they let it boil into this irrepairable mess in which nothing will change their minds?
Anyway thats my update for you all today! I'm off to go cry into my pillow and wish I had never got out of bed this morning!!!
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