Ok seriously for something that wasn't even 3 weeks old will someone tell my why I'm so upset?!?! I can't get him out of my head, from the minute I wake up I'm thinking about him, I even dreamt about him last night!!!
It's doing my head in, why has he had this effect on me?! I am quite a tough hardened cookie since my ex tore my heart into millions of tiny pieces so why on earth has this toyboy who I have known for 5 minutes consumed my whole thoughts over the last few days????
If someone could give me a secret key to turn back time or a reason to make him change his mind I would take it in a heartbeat?!?!? Sod being proffessional, stuff being too familiar, I would glady tell my company to poke their job if I thought it would change his mind, that's actually what this man has done to me!! Which is verging on completely ridiculous as I have known my milkman longer than I have known him!!!!!!
Im not looking for anyone else at all, I can't even stand the thought of kissing someone else as it means he won't be the last person I have kissed!!! I don't want to think of being with anyone else but him and I hate it!! I need to go find me a random and get on with it I think as this is just silly!! But I can't bring myself to consider another man, when all I can think of is him :-(
I may well become a nun..................................... or at least control myself until im over him anyway
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