I've mentioned in previous posts that I can be a bit of a nuisance with my phone when drinking, well in recent weeks a bit of a nuisance is a huge understatement..
This last weekend was a bank holiday weekend and I had planned to go away, however plans change and so I found myself arranging to go out drinking most of the weekend! So starting with Saturday night, I went out with my fabulous ladies and drank rather alot, poor RAF man found himself being drunk called and text rather a lot, he chose not to answer!
Sunday I decided to make an entire day of it and not only did Mr RAF man yet again get abused with texts and calls but practically my entire phonebook did at 3am!!!!!!!
Luckily for me Mr RAF doesn't seem to mind (at the moment) and sleeps practically through my whole weirdo, have to ring you in the middle of the night for no reason at all, moments! In fact, he seems to think it's funny!! Bet he wouldn't if they did actually wake him up!
This serial drunk texting has now turned into phonecalls and Im losing friends! I don't know how to stop myself, but I know I have to stop, as soon nobody will be talking to me! I can't not take my phone out with me as I have to be contactable, it seems to happen even if im not that drunk. The only option is to never drink again but that just isn't going to happen so there is no point even trying!
Any ideas welcome........
Tuesday, 31 August 2010
Thursday, 26 August 2010
Men!!
Ok so there is no going back with Toyboy, that I have accepted! Even if he was gorgeous!! Moving on..........
What is it with service men and keeping you waiting!! There is a bloke, an RAF blokey who has been winding me up pretty much all year! (Well since whenever I started the blog) the blog started up our first conversation cos he liked it :-)
I met him a few years ago in a previous job, never spoke to him loads but since chatting on the wonder that is facebook about the blog and various other topics we have spoken quite regularly. Anyway yapping on facebook and msn we soon exchanged numbers so this meant texting too. Now texting and I are not a good mix when drinking and having his number led to some random drunken text nights (thankfully I haven't drunk text him anything bad, well not that he has reminded me of anyway)!!
Now this previous weekend I got quite ridiculously intoxicated and was talking to him on facebook moaning about men and him still keeping me waiting!! I've told him many times he will miss the boat in a minute as I am very successful with the love life, however all this seems to fall on deaf ears! Until now........ he actually said (and I don't remember exactly thanks to the many bottles of wine consumed) but it was something along the lines of 'why don't we go out in October, when i'm home'!! RESULT.. I then promptly passed out on the sofa and left him hanging about whether I wanted to or not! Well done me...treat 'em' mean and all that!
I think he could just be winding me up cos he wants to be in the blog, or perhaps he too was intoxicated! I don't know, I guess we will see in October!! Lol this could just be yet another wild goose chase he is about to send me on..........
What is it with service men and keeping you waiting!! There is a bloke, an RAF blokey who has been winding me up pretty much all year! (Well since whenever I started the blog) the blog started up our first conversation cos he liked it :-)
I met him a few years ago in a previous job, never spoke to him loads but since chatting on the wonder that is facebook about the blog and various other topics we have spoken quite regularly. Anyway yapping on facebook and msn we soon exchanged numbers so this meant texting too. Now texting and I are not a good mix when drinking and having his number led to some random drunken text nights (thankfully I haven't drunk text him anything bad, well not that he has reminded me of anyway)!!
Now this previous weekend I got quite ridiculously intoxicated and was talking to him on facebook moaning about men and him still keeping me waiting!! I've told him many times he will miss the boat in a minute as I am very successful with the love life, however all this seems to fall on deaf ears! Until now........ he actually said (and I don't remember exactly thanks to the many bottles of wine consumed) but it was something along the lines of 'why don't we go out in October, when i'm home'!! RESULT.. I then promptly passed out on the sofa and left him hanging about whether I wanted to or not! Well done me...treat 'em' mean and all that!
I think he could just be winding me up cos he wants to be in the blog, or perhaps he too was intoxicated! I don't know, I guess we will see in October!! Lol this could just be yet another wild goose chase he is about to send me on..........
Saturday, 21 August 2010
Getting on with it
Ok seriously for something that wasn't even 3 weeks old will someone tell my why I'm so upset?!?! I can't get him out of my head, from the minute I wake up I'm thinking about him, I even dreamt about him last night!!!
It's doing my head in, why has he had this effect on me?! I am quite a tough hardened cookie since my ex tore my heart into millions of tiny pieces so why on earth has this toyboy who I have known for 5 minutes consumed my whole thoughts over the last few days????
If someone could give me a secret key to turn back time or a reason to make him change his mind I would take it in a heartbeat?!?!? Sod being proffessional, stuff being too familiar, I would glady tell my company to poke their job if I thought it would change his mind, that's actually what this man has done to me!! Which is verging on completely ridiculous as I have known my milkman longer than I have known him!!!!!!
Im not looking for anyone else at all, I can't even stand the thought of kissing someone else as it means he won't be the last person I have kissed!!! I don't want to think of being with anyone else but him and I hate it!! I need to go find me a random and get on with it I think as this is just silly!! But I can't bring myself to consider another man, when all I can think of is him :-(
I may well become a nun..................................... or at least control myself until im over him anyway
It's doing my head in, why has he had this effect on me?! I am quite a tough hardened cookie since my ex tore my heart into millions of tiny pieces so why on earth has this toyboy who I have known for 5 minutes consumed my whole thoughts over the last few days????
If someone could give me a secret key to turn back time or a reason to make him change his mind I would take it in a heartbeat?!?!? Sod being proffessional, stuff being too familiar, I would glady tell my company to poke their job if I thought it would change his mind, that's actually what this man has done to me!! Which is verging on completely ridiculous as I have known my milkman longer than I have known him!!!!!!
Im not looking for anyone else at all, I can't even stand the thought of kissing someone else as it means he won't be the last person I have kissed!!! I don't want to think of being with anyone else but him and I hate it!! I need to go find me a random and get on with it I think as this is just silly!! But I can't bring myself to consider another man, when all I can think of is him :-(
I may well become a nun..................................... or at least control myself until im over him anyway
Thursday, 19 August 2010
I'm back!
Well that didn't last long did it! To say i'm pleased to be back writing the blog would be lying. It's not that I don't enjoy dishing the dirt on my disastrous love life but this one I actually thought might be something a bit more than the rest have been. Well I suppose to an extent he was, I saw him more than once!!
The first bloke since my ex I can actually see myself having a relationship with and that I get on with ends it on a spur of the moment as work and pleasure have become mixed and 'everything is just getting a bit too familiar'!!
Seriously what is it with me and men!! I give up completely now, I cannot for one more minute take the hurt, the upset, the heartache and the confusion that they cause me! My ex has made my life a complete misery this year, with each revelation he delivers to me more devastating than the last! The idiots I have attempted to meet on dates either don't turn up or come complete with 'crew'! The friends that pretend to want more turn out to be nothing more than a one night stand and not friends at all!
I'm 27! Im too old for games, you either like me or you don't, you either want a relationship or you don't! It's not hard to know, all this rubbish about 'let's see what happens' doesn't bloody wash with me! If your willing to date someone then surely to god you must see it leading to more? I'm not looking to date loads of frogs, I want to meet my prince!
Message to men that read this - FOR GOD SAKE JUST BE HONEST!! I don't get why men can't just tell women what the hell is going on in their minds when they first think it. Why do they let it boil into this irrepairable mess in which nothing will change their minds?
Anyway thats my update for you all today! I'm off to go cry into my pillow and wish I had never got out of bed this morning!!!
The first bloke since my ex I can actually see myself having a relationship with and that I get on with ends it on a spur of the moment as work and pleasure have become mixed and 'everything is just getting a bit too familiar'!!
Seriously what is it with me and men!! I give up completely now, I cannot for one more minute take the hurt, the upset, the heartache and the confusion that they cause me! My ex has made my life a complete misery this year, with each revelation he delivers to me more devastating than the last! The idiots I have attempted to meet on dates either don't turn up or come complete with 'crew'! The friends that pretend to want more turn out to be nothing more than a one night stand and not friends at all!
I'm 27! Im too old for games, you either like me or you don't, you either want a relationship or you don't! It's not hard to know, all this rubbish about 'let's see what happens' doesn't bloody wash with me! If your willing to date someone then surely to god you must see it leading to more? I'm not looking to date loads of frogs, I want to meet my prince!
Message to men that read this - FOR GOD SAKE JUST BE HONEST!! I don't get why men can't just tell women what the hell is going on in their minds when they first think it. Why do they let it boil into this irrepairable mess in which nothing will change their minds?
Anyway thats my update for you all today! I'm off to go cry into my pillow and wish I had never got out of bed this morning!!!
Friday, 13 August 2010
Time to say goodbye
Firstly let me apologise for being totally rubbish and leaving you all on the edge of your seats wondering how the date went!
The first date went well, as did the second, third and fourth!!! Fifth tomorrow evening, how blimin exciting! This is by far the most successful I've been all year!
For this very reason I have to end the blog for now, he doesn't know about it and I don't want to make public every detail of what will hopefully be a nice relationship.
I am currently trying to think of a new topic to write about as I have really enjoyed doing this and hearing from you with your thoughts about what a complete disaster my love life has been.
If you have any ideas about what topic I could use please let me know
Thank you for reading
Over and out............
The first date went well, as did the second, third and fourth!!! Fifth tomorrow evening, how blimin exciting! This is by far the most successful I've been all year!
For this very reason I have to end the blog for now, he doesn't know about it and I don't want to make public every detail of what will hopefully be a nice relationship.
I am currently trying to think of a new topic to write about as I have really enjoyed doing this and hearing from you with your thoughts about what a complete disaster my love life has been.
If you have any ideas about what topic I could use please let me know
Thank you for reading
Over and out............
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